We went to Temple Square last night for family home evening. It was such a beautiful evening and the flowers were breath taking. There were tons of tulips! I can't believe how many different colors and variations there are! I think that has been my favorite part of living here, everyone seems to have tulips growing in their yards. It was a so nice to be so close to the temple and hear Katie's kids talk about it. I think that I really needed the reminder of what my goal is lately. I find it really easy to lose sight of the big picture sometimes. I have been faced with some tough decisions lately that would put the goal of a temple marriage in jeopardy. It was nice to be there and realize that nothing is worth putting that on hold for me. I have worked really hard to make the changes that were so necessary to be temple worthy. I actually understand now what my mother meant when she says "don't worry about how or when you will meet Mr. Right, just worry about being the right girl". I get it now. I am so thankful that for the first time in along time I know what I want. I am so thankful that I am no longer the moose between the fence and highway any more. My coat gets shinier everyday and soon enough I just might grow a few antlers.